omfg! i can't get my mind off of him.. I keep seeing.. hearing.. signs of him everywhere.. and just.. it breaks my heart.. knowing he's gone.. never to be mine... just because I can't have a rl relationship with him yet.. and I just.. I'm ready to say screw it all.. end it.. cuz that's all I can do to end the pain.. I've been hurting for a good month or 2 now.. and.. it won't go away... this wound won't heal.. my emotions are ******** up because of it! I'm sitting here crying as I type this... just because of him! Knowing my luck he'll never f'ing read this.. he never f'ing loved me like I love him.. just.. friends only with him.. BAH! I tried... I failed.. now I want to die.. thanks to a guy.. and yes.. he is here on gaia... but I won't give his name...
...that's all...
~Kit
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