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I'm still in an odd mood. Havent been doing much with my time lately. Sleeping. Reading. Seeing Josh/people. Not sleeping. Complaining.
Yeah, Mostly 'usual' me but only with more reading/sleeping. And less sleeping. I have really ******** up sleeping habits. ^^;;
The ball was okay. Kinda crappy. Drinks afterwards were good.
So everything school related is now over forever. Woot. I'm am so unergetic tonight.
I had an odd conversation with Lara before. It was good yet odd. I really want to get to know her more. I need to stop being so shy.

Yeah, That's something else I've noticed lately. I'm getting shyer. 'Specially online.
I entered a FTC flatsale-thing today and I just couldnt help feeling so out of place. Meh, I angst too much and think too deep into things.
But the flatsale was fun anyway, Me wanted there or not. ^^ I diddnt win though. ^^;;
Ahh well, Maybe next time. heart
I've kinda been thinking about opening up my own breedables shop. But I have no idea what I would sell. I mean, I have lineart lieing aorund all over the place but none of it is really done. I mean; I dont think I've put enough effort into it. ^^;;
And I dont want to sell people pieces of crap. sweatdrop
Maybe not then. We'll see I guess.

Yay, I found the third book of Azumanga in the library today. ^^ I was looking for it a while back.
I also found a few Usagi Yojimbo comics that I haddent read and some Ranma 1/2. I'm a bit over Ranma 1/2 though. ^^;;
Yes, I'm rambling. Again, I feel like writing but I have no idea what I want to say.
Perhaps I'm procrastinating?
Perhaps I'm being arrogent for actually thinking I have a point to say. I'm tired.
I want to make a movie or something.
I cant be ******** writting a script though.

Perhaps my problem is that I'm lazy?
That might be likely. Guess I get to go chase sleep around all night.
They need to play more good movies at night.
I'm a hopeless woman. My version of 'girly movies and ice cream' is horror/westerns and bourbon. I fail at womanness. My femininity meter is set to minus ten.
Perhaps I should go borrow the Alien series of Hale again. I feel depression comming on.

Wow, I'm more fun then a barrel full of monkeys.
Full of Ebola. heart
I'm such a cynical b***h sometimes.
Apathy is the new sexy, I suppose. I'm really to tired to care.

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Edit: Was checking out inventory when I realised that I'm missing a few things.
Things I need to get around to buying:

Bunny Hat
Chicky Hat
Easter 2k4 Basket x2
White Olympic Shirt
Black Olympic Shirt
G Pin
Jacks' Joy
Horned Ghost Sheet
Pumpkin Ghost Sheet x2
Jacks's Cap.

Strangely enough that is all I need to fill up my list of items from events that have happened while I've been here. Two years and I'm only missing 12 or so items. ^^;; Goes to show that I hord items far too much.
I'm thinking I might sort of half-quest for them. Stops me from being too lazy; I mean, I'm still getting around to buying Jacks' Joy from last year. ^^;;

I cant believe this christmas will be my third one on Gaia. Wow, I really must have no life. xd heart