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Uuuuggghh. . . Ok so my second journal entry in the last hour. I didn't want to post the first one because of peoples' FEELINGS. . .


Well here are my current thoughts and feelings:

I'm not hungry for dinner. . . I probably won't eat tonight.
I feel like I've been let down. . . . again.
Either let down or just forgotten about.
Eh. . . look. . . mom's home. . .
Should I continue typing?
. . . . yes. I kind of want this off my chest.
I don't think writing on some stupid pointless website is going to get anything off of anywhere. . . .
Oh well. . . .
. . . . I feel like crying. . .
I hate crying. . . . It makes me feel weak and pathetic
. . . I can't believe Denise graduates this weekend
I wonder if she really is going to come visit as often as she says
I wonder how much longer Dee is going to live here.
Eh. . . . . I'm tired. . . .
It's probably from the crying I've already done.
My hair looks like crap. . . .
I wasn't planning on doing anything with it 'cause I thought I was just gonna go hang out with my friend but I guess not.
I'm just sitting at home with ugly hair and an ugly expression on my face.
Why hasn't mom walked in the door yet? I heard the garage.
I don't really care. . . . .
*sigh*
Now what?
I wonder if anyone will even read this.
Probably not.
I wonder if anyone will be curious about my other journal.
Probably.
They'll probably think "Oh she's just being some stupid little emo sophmore. She doesn't know anything anyway so it doesn't matter."
I have a headache. . . again.
I want to lock myself in my room and sleep.
Only problem with that is I probably won't able to fall asleep.
I have math finals tomorrow.
I hope I don't fail.
I bet this looks like a really long list now.
Should I stop?
Probably.
Because at this point people are just going to get bored.
I'm sorry my train of thought isn't exciting.
I'm literally just typing what I think. Now I think I'm a loser.
Now I think I'll always be that way.





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