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Kairis Journal Hey guys... I was curious, do yall think i should change my name to Darkest of Kairi's Heart, or should just leave it at this?


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The Kingdom Hearts Made up Mix. Got the idea from you ^^ Hope you like!

(Oh, and it's going to be in a weird language..... so yup. Not really good though. Also... Kairi's point of view.... well, kind of)

Sitting in this cell, knowing that the Organization has killed every one. Yuffie, Leon, Cloud, Donald, Goofy, Tifa, and even that dark side of Cloud, Sephiroth. I pulled my legs to my chest and buried my face in my legs; silently crying. They even killed Sora. What am I going to do? Why did I have to be the one who lives?
" Why not Sora?" I yelled out, lifting my face to look at the ceiling. "Why me, and not Sora?" Tears rushing down my cheeks and onto my neck.
" What do you mean Kairi?" A soft, sad voice flows around me.
I get up at the sound of his voice and got into defense mod. The tears suddenly stop flowing as I glared at my once best friend. Riku. I still couldn't believe that he joined the Organization.
His silver hair stood out from his black coat. He joined the Organization instead of helping Sora and everyone fight against them. He was a coward, still is. He lost everything just to keep living.
" What do you mean about .... You and not Sora?" I could tell he had trouble saying Sora's name.
I lifted my chin and spoke hatred mixed with sadness words. " Why would you want to know Riku? You could of saved Sora. But instead you joined the bad side.. again. You betrayed everyone. Mostly me and Sora. What do you say for your self?"
Riku looked at me, light tears about to spill over his lids and down his cheek. He blinked and they came rushing. " I know what I did Kairi. And I am ashamed of it. But please, please understand that this is for the better of everyone that I care about."
Confused, I looked at him, " What is that...." I got cut off by watching him walk away. I started after him, not wanting to be alone again. I fell to the floor again, my eyes to dry to produce anymore tears.
* * * * *


"Sora! No!!! Don't leave me!!!!! Please! I can't be the only one who live's! I don't know what to do!" I hold him in my arms, his battle scar blood mixes with mine. Hell went loose. Organization vs. Sora's side. (good people?)
Watching this over bought too much pain for my heart to hold.
* * * * *
"Awake Kairi!"
I felt someone nudge me leg, but I was to tired to too move; too stiff from the cold stone I've been sleeping on. I stirred a little until two strong hands helped me up and moved me against the wall. Leaning on the wall for support I opened my eyes. Zexion, Organization number 6, standing right in front of me. His eyes watching me as I struggle to get up.
" God Kairi, sleep on the bed next time. You lose your body heat by sleeping on cold stone." Grabs her arm and pulls her up. " Better?"
Looking at him, I yank my arm away slowly. My eyes shift from him to the entrance of the cell. " Yeah.... Thanks. Where are my 'guards'? Aren't I suppose to have guards?"
Zexion laughs his quiet laugh and pulls out his little note book. " I relieved the 'guards' for you. Hope that's ok Kairi. And I thought you would want an update on things." He hands me the notebook. I turn to the page with a torn black cloth. I picked the idem up and held it tightly, thinking of Sora. I laid it back down and turned a few pages away.
I looked at the page a few times and realized that nothing was on it. "Is this some kind of joke?" I looked at the page before it only to see the deaths of everybody. I quickly turned the page before any tears could form, not that any could really.
Zexion took the book and slipped it back into his coat. " Not a joke Kairi, there was nothing to report. The meeting three days ago was only about any traces of Sora's team." My eyes got full of hope, but Zexion shook his head, and my eyes drooped. " But..... Do you remember that weird dog? The name that's a planet?"
It took me only three seconds to realized who he was talking about. "Pluto? Of course! How could I forget him? Is he alive? Where is he?" I look around him only to see what I've been seeing for days, Darkness.
Zexion sighs and shook his head again. " The dog is still 'trying' to be caught. But he keeps thinking it's a game."
My eyes light's up. " How 'bout you ask your leader .... Zemnas if I can catch Pluto for you. He knows me and he'll know I won't play. Well, kind of. "
"That's a good idea.... do you want to try it though? I don't know what will happen if Zemnas disapproves. No one will..." Zexion replies, his mind wandering to other thoughts.
"So um... how do you want to do this whole thing?" I ask, looking tired. " Chain my hands together? Or what?"
Sighing, Zexion pulls me forward, trying to be gently, but turning out harsh. " No. Just don't speak and keep walking where I move you. Some of this might hurt, but only 'cause it's going to have to look like we never bonded. Okay?" He pushes me to the entrance and opens the door. As I walk out, that's when it hit me, the light. The light was dim, but still brighter than the cell's light. I shielded my eyes with my hand for a minute before letting my eyes adjust.
As we move down the halls for what seemed like hours, I finally heard a noise. It was a group of running people. That's when I noticed, that the group were running our way. I looked at Zexion, who looked at me.
" Do not be afraid Kairi. They won't harm you if they knew you were going to Zemnas. They're just wanting to see what's going on, and that why your out of your cell. Okay?"
I nodded and looked forward again. My insides were hurting like hell from the lack of food and from the nerves. As they approach us, I could make out who they were; Axel, Xaldin, Xigbar, and Riku. None of them looked happy as they came closer.
Standing in front of us, (blocking our way) Xaldin roars at the top of his lungs, " Where are you going with her Zexion?!" Jabbing his finger in my direction " What do you think your doing? You can not let her go any where without permission from Zemnas! I thought you knew that!"
Raising his voice, Zexion replies back " I know that more than any of y'all! So back off. I'm taking her to Zemnas, and if you don't mind, get out of the way." His voice was getting softer, but the argument was still going on. I wanted to look at him but I couldn't keep my eyes off of Riku; who was just standing there, watching Zexion.
Finally, Axel spoke, keeping his voice low but loud enough for us all to hear, including me. " Anyways, Zemnas told me to tell everyone that theirs a meeting in ten minutes. Kairi has to be there also." She looked at me, and so did everyone else.
"Why does he want me there? I didn't do anything." I replied, my voice cold with hatred.
"Do not speak girl." Xigbar lazily said. "No one asked you."
Zexion nudged my side as I glare at Xigbar. "Axel, what's the meeting about?" Zexion ask, obviously wanting to change the subject.
"Huh? Oh, I don't know. Zemnas just wanted to have a meeting with Kairi there." I looked at Axel as he said my name. " So... can we continue this charade? I have other things to do."
Everyone nodded except for me. If Zemnas wants me there, then that can't be good. What should I do? Run? Oh, wait... I can't. This won't be good.
Before we started walking, Riku took Zexion's place from behind me. I watched Zexion walk a little ahead of me before Xigbar stood in front of me; blocking my view.
As we started walking, I couldn't help but look back at Riku. He looked at me but I looked away first; balling my hands up into fists. As we keep walking, that's when I felt it, the pain that was seriously stabbing at my heart.
Suddenly stopping, my hands were at my heart; digging my nails in my skin from the pain. I must have fell, cause I felt the cold floor under my head. I squeezed my eyes shut and blocked out the angry but worried voices that swarmed around me. The pain was getting worse as a picture of Sora popped in to my head. Something was happen to him, he was in this weird glass/ container thing with some kind of clear liquid. Water? Probably not.... he wouldn't survive. His eyes were closed and he didn't move except for the liquid sloshing around him.
When I first saw it, I could of vomit, but I couldn't 'cause of the dream thing. The hole in the middle of his stomach was huge! And guess who caused it? You guessed it; the Organization 13. It was a weird keyblade mixed with all the weapons of all the Organization which stabbed Sora. But it was no ordinary keyblade, it was bigger then the others... much bigger.
The pain was slowly inching away when I opened my eyes. Riku and Zexion was crouched down, watching me with worried eyes. I tried to get up into a sitting position but failed. Riku sighed so quiet that I don't know if he did and helped me up; holding on to my arm.
"What the hell was that about?" Xaldin asked impatiently. "We have somewhere to be so stop stalling." He walks on ahead with out looking back.
"Yes Kairi, what was that about? Zemnas asks walking to us from behind.
Riku lets go of me as I turn to Zemnas; leader of Organization 13. " Nothing... just tired." I stuttered.
"Hm... well, I can here you inform you all that there will be no meeting today, It'll be held tomorrow. Zemnas said as I relaxed my shoulders a little. I look up too see Zemnas leaving, but only to stop. Without turning around he says "Zexion, You will come with me. Put Kairi back where she goes and leave her there. No one will need to guard her tonight. Let her rest up for tomorrow."
I watch as Zexion leave the group. I was hopping for a 'bye' or smile at me, but there was none. Okay Kairi, put it together. Why would he do that for? We're enemies but friends... he wouldn't do that stuff.
When they were out of sight, I walked back the way Zexion and I came; to my 'home'. I heard one pair or footsteps come after me and didn't look to see who it was.
Xigbar was the one who caught up with me and started walking my pace. When I finally looked at him, I ask "So why aren't the others coming?"
" I don't think it takes a lot of people to drop one weak girl off to her cell."
I stop but then continued. "Weak? That's your mistake. Wait about a week and we'll see whose stronger. " Being furious would waste a lot of my energy to which I didn't have a lot of.
" If you even have a week...." he mumbles. I looked at him, trying to understand what he meant by a week until I saw a orange object near my cell. I look more closely and realized who it was... Pluto!! The dog who I meet at the Island. When I look to see who brought him, Xigbar disappeared.
I smiled as I walked over/ ran over. I hugged Pluto and hard that he was wheezing so I let go of him. I pulled back to looked at him when he jumped on me and licked my face all over. I laughed a small laugh. A real laugh in what seemed like years. Getting up, I looked at Roxas.
" Roxas, thank you so much! You don't know how much this has meant to me." And with that, I walked a little further and hugged him.
He put his arms lightly around my waist and hugged me back. "Your welcome."
* * * * *
Being a week since Roxas brought Pluto to me, I have been sleeping much better. I also have been getting strength back too. I been playing with the dog so that I could get use to doing a lot of exercise prating just in case another battle was coming. The meeting that was reschedule, was reschedule again... for tomorrow. So I got nerves in the pit of my stomach as I went to bed.
Laying in bed with Pluto at my side, curled up, I couldn't help but remember how everything was peaceful before Sora became the Key bearer. I still remember wanting to build a raft to go somewhere besides the island. I also remember the fruit; paopu fruit which is said to bind together the destinies of any two people who share one. I also remember finding Sora sleeping on the beach... "Oh Sora, you lazy bum" "Oh Kairi, you scared me" I remember that same day, when Riku and Sora raced... Riku won of course.
Drifting uneasily to sleep, I had a weird but familiar dream. Some of it was from that day I fell when Zexion and I was going to see Zemnas. Sora in that glass/ container. This dream was no ordinary dream, it was like I was there, hearing, listening, watching, and feeling. I wondered around, seeing all the people, my friends who died in the battle. I looked at Yuffie, the ninja chick, to see her waving at me and pointing me towards the front. I nodded my head and started walking. People bowed there heads as I past, but I paid them no attention only to find out what was in the front.
As I got to the steps, I noticed that it was like that dream thing I had the day I fainted. Sora being in a glass container thing, surrounded in this weird clear liquid. I Stared at Sora, not wanting to look away, just in case if the dream started fading.
Someone was at my side and took my hand, trying to drag me away from Sora. Sora! No, I won't leave this spot. I won't leave him!! I thought. I couldn't talk, it felt like my throat was dried and I needed water.
When I turned to see who took my hand, I felt a gasp slip through my mouth. It was Riku. But why was Riku here? This was my dream and I didn't want him being here.
I tried unsuccessfully to take my hand away from his, but couldn't. He was leading me away from Sora, but not far. When I finally stopped struggling, he lead me easily to a spot where Sora was still in eye sight. I looked to see who was at the spot, only to see King Mickey, Donald, Goofy and Roxas. No, one more person was there, Namine. Man, I haven't seen her for a long time, and it was good to see her.
When I reached the small group, Riku let go of my hand and I went to stand by Namine, who smiled at me. I finally noticed, somehow, that everyone was looking at me. I looked at them and smiled. The King held out a small, folded parchment of paper in my direction when my gaze wondered over to them. I took it with curiosity and opened it up. It had only one sentence which I was confused about.


Write a secret that you will tell Sora but only Sora.

When I looked up, only the King was there. He handed me a pencil and disappeared. I knew that this always happened in dreams, so there was no point in being afraid. I went over to a table and wrote. It took me no more than a few minutes to write; I have always loved him, but was never able to get it out of my mouth.
I wondered over to the container that held Sora's body and placed my re-folded letter on the ground next to it. I look back to Sora right when he started fading.

"Kairi. Kairi, wake up.''
Opening my eyes, I find Riku standing over me. I got up slowly and did what I always did, got in defense mod. "What do you want Riku?" My voice was really cold, as it had been for the last week. I look around, noticing Pluto was not here.
Riku grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards the door. "Zemnas is calling for the meeting now, and you have to be there. He told me to come and get you." He looks at me, something about his eyes didn't seem right. "And your dog is in good hands, so no need to worry Kairi."
About 10 minutes of walking, we reached the room. Riku had let go of my wrist so I stopped. I looked at my surroundings before following Riku through the doors.
In the room, I tried very hard not to gasp. The room was beautiful. Chairs that were different levels off the ground. All of them were full except for three. I realized who were missing, besides Riku not in his chair, Zexion and Roxas. My hops fell a bit.
Still following Riku to the center, Zemnas spoke. His voice filling the whole room. "Kairi, we have decided your fate. You will fight Riku to the death."
The whole room was in silence as my heart missed a beat. I knew my eyes were huge. How can I fight Riku? I'm weak compared to him. Sure Sora gave me a few fighting lessons, but not enough to fight someone who's skilled.
"W-what? I-I can't fight him! He is..."
"Silence!" Zemnas voice echoed off the walls "You will fight, no comments."
Riku turned and looked at me, his keyblade already in hand. His eyes were like apologizing to me but I didn't care. I stepped away from him, not wanting to be here.
Zemnas spoke once again " Riku, this is your last task to become a full Organization 13 member. You already defeated you first bestfriend, now you have to kill your other. This will tell us that you understand our ways, and that you will take our side rather than your friends. Defeat her, and you'll become a true member. Organization member 14. You may begin"
Not knowing what to do, I stood there like a complete fool until Riku came running at me. Until he was striking was when I moved out of the way, facing him. He came at me again,
his blade almost came in contact with my shoulder till my own keyblade poofed up. The metal clanked against each other as I heard gasps from around the room.
Riku pulled back his blade right when I shoved my in his direction. It must have caught him off guard cause he staggered a bit. Standing back up, he slide his blade across my stomach, causing it to bleed . This time, I staggered back, clutching my stomach. Riku looked at me, shocked at what he did.
I let the pain build up as I stood up straight. I lifted my blade in defense mod, and came running at him. I kept swinging my blade around, but he kept dodging them. I finally let my rage take over and swigged a powerful swing. It hit his blade then his shoulder. I heard him gasp but realized I didn't hit him hard enough to let him bleed. That's going to leave a bruise in the morning .
Riku came again, but disappeared. I looked around but didn't see him until it was to late. He was behind me with his keyblade at my neck. I tried to struggle but he held on to me. Whispering in my ear "Kairi, I'm so sorry it has to end like this. Before Sora died, I told him what I was going to do.. he didn't like it a lot but I didn't give him a choice. After I kill you, I'll find some way to kill my self."
Riku raised his key blade but only to get knocked out of his hand. I blinked and turned my head to see another keyblade next to Riku's. Hm... that's funny. I turn my head again from where the other keyblade came from to see a hole in the wall. When did that get here? If it just happened... then wasn't there suppose to be a loud booming noise?
"Let her go Riku. There will be no killing today." Zexion said, running inside the room with Roxas right behind him.
Zemnas fly's down and yells "What is this?! Continue... you do not take orders from them!!"
Roxas, who I haven't seen for days spoke, "Let her go Riku, she doesn't need to die, neither do you. We have some thing you all need to see." He said, his voice raising.
Behind them, people who supposedly died came running in. King Mickey was in the front who smiled at me. Cloud and Leon were next, followed by Yuffie and Aerith. Behind them were the three good or bad fairies, Yuna, Rikku, and Paine. Cid, then Merlin, Tifa, Then Donald and Goofy. An the one who I wanted to see the most came last, Sora. When he came to view, my legs gave out.
I thought it was Riku who helped me back up, but this person was to ruff. I looked up to see Zemnas holding my arm. I wince from the pressure of him holding my arm. I tried to wiggle like I did from Riku, but the more I squirm, the more pressure there was.
Using my other arm, I tried to push him off, but he kept his grip. "Let... go of me." I said, still trying to fight.
" Kairi!" I heard Sora. I turned my head and saw him. He looked normal except for the scars left on his arms and a scratch on his face. Looking at him, my eyes filled wit tears.
"Sora!" I said, trying to raise my voice so he could hear it. "It's really you. I... missed you." I winced from the pain again.
" What a nice reunion. But it won't be for long.." Zemnas replied. He held onto my arm much tighter and threw me against the wall. I hit the wall with great force that took my breath away. I hit the ground and hit my head.
"Kairi!" Sora and Riku yelled together. I looked up to see Sora trying to get here but was blocked by Saïx. I sat up, rubbing my head. Zemnas started walking my way but Riku tried to stop him.
For the second time, hell broke loose. I got up and held out my hand. My keyblade poofed into my hand as I Started walking forward, but only to be pushed back. I looked up to see, this time, Xaldin in front of me.
"I have been waiting to do this... It was a shame that Zemnas choose Riku to kill you. Since he never did..." He walked closer to me. I lifted my blade and tried hitting him, but he grabbed my wrist and started turning it. My eyes got big as I dropped my weapon. Hearing a snap from my wrist, Xaldin let go. I fell to my knees and cradled my now broken wrist.
Xaldin kicked my side, causing me to roll over. Still cradling my wrist, I got up and tried running. I tripped again and fell, landing on my wrist; crying out. Xaldin laughed and followed, stepping on my wrist. I curled up a little, tears rushing down my cheeks. Someone must have pushed Xaldin off because I could feel my wrist ever so slightly. I got up and walked a little away.
"Run Kairi! Run to the hole." Roxas shouted. "Just follow Namine, she'll get you some where safe." He was battling Xaldin, using his keyblades.
I stood there, stumbling to get my words out. But.. "What will happen to all of you? I can't just leave, knowing that you and everyone will be in danger!"
"Get the hell out of the way traitor! " Xaldin yelled.
" We will follow, just hurry!" Roxas said and started fighting.
Someone grabbed my other hand and started pulling me forward. She was being gently, as I could tell. I turned my head and sighed in relief to see Aerith. She spoke softly but I could still here her. "I'm glad your okay Kairi. Sora wouldn't have been to thrilled to see you dead after he came back." I nodded and ran up with her to keep pace.
When we reached the hole, Namine was there, along with Merlin and Cid. Aerith let my hand go once we were close enough. Tifa and Yuffie came running up from behind us and moved Aerith to the side and started talking to her. I went over to Namine and stood at her side.
She smiled " Hello Kairi. I'm glad we got here in time. Although not fast enough." She said pointing to my stomach. "I'm afraid Riku did this?" I nodded. She sighs and spoke again "Well anyways, do you wish to leave now?" I nodded again and then she also nodded. Holding up her hand to the wall, the portal of the darkness opens up. The people around us looked up and ran in. Namine started walking towards it, so all I had to do was follow.
* * * * *
Coming out of the portal, I realized we were in Merlin's house; located in Hollow Bastion/Radiant Garden. Namine led me to the bed towards the back of the room and sat down. I sat down next to her and tried to relax. The only thing I wanted to see was of course, Sora.
Namine looked at me and replied, " Kairi, I know you don't want to talk about this, but could you please tell me what all happened while you were imprisoned?"
I looked at her, sighing in my mind. "All of it?" She nodded and so I told the 'story' from the beginning to now. Yuffie, Tifa, and Aerith came over and listened. I left out my dreams and that Riku sliced my stomach open. I was going to wait and use it against him later. They listened carefully and never interrupted me.
When I finished, I leaned back on the bed and winced from the pain left on my stomach. My hand went to the gash and felt warm liquid touch my hand. I lifted my hand to see the fresh blood, I guess Namine also saw because she handed me a cloth. I took it and wiped my hands and sat up. I pressed the cloth to my wound when Yuffie piped up...
"What's wrong with your stomach? Do you need a first aid..." She said, getting up but only to be shushed.
She's interrupted by one of the dark portals opening and everybody left at the castle place came running/ walking in. Sora came running in with Roxas, who came with Riku. I looked away, still sitting on the bed as they came closer.
"Kairi?" Sora said, and came running over. He fell/ slide in front of me. With no warning, I threw myself at him hugging him tight with my good hand. His arms went around me as I buried my face in his neck; hiding the tears.
"I missed you..... I thought you were dead!" I said, the words slurring together. "That place... that place, I never want to go back." Tears started sliding down my cheeks.
Sora's arms tighten around me, "I know, and as long as I keep living, you never will." I could hear him choke on the 'living' part. Whispering in my ear he told me.. "I'll tell you everything after I talk to Riku. I promise."
I tried not to flinched as he said that name; I just nodded. About another minute we separated from each other. I wiped my face with my hand and felt a different hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Namine hand me a tissue. I nodded thanks and dabbed away the wet from my eyes and nose.
Sora got up and went over to Riku; who started going outside. I watched them as I slowly got up. Getting back on the bed I asked Yuffie "So.... do you have anything that could cure a broken arm?"

* * * * *

A few days past since I was rescued. Sora told me everything that happened ( Sora didn't die as everyone had thought. He somehow lived but had to be in that glass thing to heal properly. Kairi was summoned there to help completely heal Sora. Get it?) and I told him everything. Sora got mad when I told him about Riku. They had a fight later (as in arguing) and Riku didn't do nothing. He just listened. He stayed away from everyone as I stayed from him.
Everything was going fine today so I decided to take a walk. I told Cid I was going out for a walk when he asked "Are you sure that's a good idea? There could be those dang heartless around. How will you be able to defend yurself?"
I looked at him and smiled. " I have a keyblade with some blade skills from Sora. And I'm not going far.... maybe up to the castle." I said, not knowing if it was true.
Cid looked at me suspiciously then waved his hand as he went back to typing on the computer. I called thanks as I went out he door, only bumping into someone.
Looking a little up, I noticed Riku; his eyes filled with pain as he backed away, letting me through. "Where are you going?" he asked, his voice filled with pain and need-of-sleep.
I walked a little forward, pasting him. "Out for a walk, and I want to be alone."
He seemed to understand but was wanting to talked about something "Kairi.... I truly am sorry. I wish I could changed what I did...."
"Well you can't!" I snapped at him, turning around to face him. "You could of made a choice. You picked the wrong one. I don't even know how the others forgave you, but I won't... not so easily. So stop apologizing , 'cause I won't take it. " I stormed away, not looking back at him.
Running up the stairs to the bailey, I started to think... Who does he think he is? Does he think that I will forgive him? I realized I was repeating the questions I had asked him. I walked down the crumbled stairs (or not.....) . When I got to the bottom, I looked from the gate to the opposite; which was the purple glaciers (thingy) . I decided to go the opposite way; more alone time.
I stayed close to the earth; sliding my hand along it. Walking farther and farther away from Merlin's house, I left my head hanging, staring the ground that I didn't notice someone in front of me until I bumped into him.
"Why do I always bump into someone!!!!!!" I yelled and looked up to apologize. That was when I stopped, no needing to apologize to this person. Gasping I yelled "Zemnas!"

* * * *

The wind carried my voice far; echoing against the walls. I haven't seen him since Sora and the others 'rescued' me.
Zemnas looks down and sees me; a smile forming. "Kairi, I guess you can do." His hand moved too fast for my eyes and then, complete darkness......
"Kairi? Kairi!"
I heard Riku yell, his voice coming closer. "Kairi, are you ok/." His voice was right next to me, worried and anxious. I open my eyes and realized I had fallen.
"Riku? What are doing here?" My voice felt normal, just a bit shaken up.
"I heard you yell... but couldn't make out what you said. So I came looking for you." He said, helping me up. "Are you all right?"
I nodded. "I just saw Zemnas...." I looked at him. His eyes narrow.
"What did he say?!"
"Well.... he said something bout that "I will do".... Then, well... everything went dark. What do you suppose that means?"
For once, Riku didn't have a answer. "Well... I don't know. I think we should get back to the others. Sora will want to hear about this. " His eyes went back to the way they had been since he betrayed us and Sora supposedly died.
I took Riku's hand before he could start walking away. Light blue on regular blue. "You know... I was thinking.... I'm sorry I've been treating you like this. Treating you horribly. I shouldn't have done, or said anything. I shouldn't have been mad..."
"No, you should of said all the things and more." Riku interrupted. "I betrayed my friends.... My best friends. And I shouldn't have. I am the one to say sorry."
I lean towards him, kissing his lips softly. He kisses back, afraid. I deepen the kiss a bit, wanting him for this moment, But only this moment.
About a minute later, I pulled back, looking at him. My breathing comes in normal, just a bit panting. "There," I said "Forgiven."
He looks at me for the first time in weeks, with relaxation in his eyes. "But why..? A kiss? What about So....."
"Sora will understand if he finds out. He knew I liked both of you when we were younger. And.... It was a sorry type kiss. " I said, cutting him off.
He nodded and smiled. "I think we should get back now. The others should know." I took his hand and together we walked back as friends.
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