So I have decided after looking back at my life in the past year ...I haven't got one! It seems like it ended a year ago when I returned to America. My entire life I have never lived in one place longer then 8 years and that really was pushing it. Now i live in the south of the US before that I lived in the north in 3 different cities in about 5 or 6 different houses/apartments, and before that my parents were in the military so i moved where they moved (which was what seemed to be everywhere). I have to say that my favorite place was in the north, I suppose because thats where I was raised most of my life. And now I am forced to be in a ridiculously hot state against my will and socialized with people who could be my grandparents! Leaving Italy I am starting to think was a mistake since coming back I have not been able to get a job even when everyone is hiring they don't want me. Why? I don't know I still don't get it myself it could be that no one wants to train me because I have no real work experience, while everyone else my age was going to collage and getting their degrees I was traveling in Europe, learning Italian and enjoying myself. America is not as good as people think it is and I know it. I suppose that if I had a second chance at life I would have worked more in high school so that when I finished my travels I could have gotten a job but unfortunately God doesn't give second chances that way. So now I am sitting at my computer doing what? Typing a bunch of crap that no one reads anyway... why should they ....man that's depressing
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