Just another sick blog.
Honestly I feel it every day, but its livable you know? Some days its really bad, and it scares the crap out of me. Not being able to control my body. Its not to frequent, but more and more then before regardless. Last night I dont really remember what happened. I know I was telling Jenn to be quite because my head felt funny. It wasnt a headache, just felt really (hard to explain obviously razz )
Anyway I know I was in the empty tub trying to cool down, and then I woke up in bed. I remember trying to scream in pain, but I couldnt move it hurt too much. I just laid there my mind frantic as to what was going on. Que Sera Sera. My body feels pretty numb today, and I much rather numb then all the pain.. I hope where I go, the doctors will take me a little more seriously. Plus Ill have more support where Im headin. Cant Wait for the move.. the place is seriously beautiful.
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