Man, I got myself addicted to walking again.
Honestly there is nothing better then walking, even if I sprained my ankle and have infections from blisters on my feet >.> Its not slowing me down for long. There are still days Im to weak, and in so much pain I cant move, but somehow... Somehow Im moving, Im getting up and Im walking. I almost forget Im fighting a sickness, I forget my past, I forget everything when I walk. All I think of is how Im moving forward, and I keep going. I dont care if there are no places in Kitchener that welcome me, I just keep walking who needs a destination, there are wonderful trees, rivers and what not to stop at.
So news up on the place!!! Were probably buying a townhouse, yay for OSAP! >:3
I've been feeling really sick still, however Im just kicking myself in the a** to keep walking. Its the only thing that I have right now, until I move, then I have my beautiful Yoru. blaugh
Its pretty exciting, Ive stopped looking to the sky for answers, and just started getting off my a** and doing something about it.
Im going for journalism or pre-animation. Im really excited about taking both of them so I dont really mind which one I get accepted into. mrgreen
I haven't been as blue these days, Im just excited about getting the fu*k outta here, and starting over. Totally clean, totally new. Sure Ill still have that shitty past but I wont be keeping it on my shoulders or using it as a crutch. Im already starting, small baby steps towards who I really wanna be. 3nodding
I know that one day, people who knew me, if they ever see me a few years down the road... They wont reconize me, and who Im becoming, the strength Im using.
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