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I feel like ripping at everything around me. My skin, my hair, my clothes, everything. Ripping and completely destroying. Everything's going downhill with everyone. What's wrong with me? What's wrong with everything I do? Why can't things change? I would do anything to make things go back to the way they used to be. Everything is just piling up higher and higher and I want it to stop.