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So, I'm pretty sure I'm not going to pass this year.

I just, never want to get up to go to school anymore.
My correspondence course is ******** LAME.
and I have an essay thats now a week overdue.

******** MAH LIFE

I work 27h/week
AND NOT JUST LIKE
OH HEY YOU WORK LIKE A 8 HOUR SHIFT SAT AND SUN
OH NO
I WORK EVERY SINGLE DAY

EVERY

SINGLE

DAY

And my manager.
well.
I'm not even going to bust open that nutshell.

BUT I WILL BUST A CAP IN MY BRAIN IF I KEEP HAVING TO WORK THESE HOURS.

School + work = Marlo cant stay up untill 3 am all the time
but she does anyways
becase SHE = ME = I CANT SLEEP FOR MORE THAT ABOUT 5 HOURS AT A TIME.
SRSSLY
IF I GO TO BED AT 12 I WAKE UP AT 5 AM.

WTF BODY ARE YOU STILL TRYING TO KILL ME?
I THOUGHT WE HAD WORKED THROUGH THOSE ISSUES?
I GUESS NOT!
I GUESS THIS MEANS WAR!


-insert epic battle hurrr-


....Soooo I just got back from beating the crap out of myself...

LAWL J/K GAUIES.

But srssly, It seems I always vent/blog wnenever I have s**t I need to be doing.
MMmmmmmhhhuurmm....
Mah brain is slowly melting.
all this school work
is
so
goddamn
easy
that I just dont even want to put the effort into doing it.

SO I'M JUST GONNA FAIL
I HAVE ACCEPTED THIS
I'LL JUST DO MY CORRSEPONDANCE IN THE SUMMER OR WHATEVER
I DUNNO
MAYBE WITH SOME LUCK I COULD GROW UP TO REACH MY FULL POTENTIAL

A SCHIZOPHRENIC METH ADDICT

AH HAH HAH HAH

my mum burnt the pizza and the crust is all black and charry.
but i ate it n e ways, because its my fave part yo.

but now I have acid reflux.
:c
mixed with hungover'dness.
:'c

NEVER SPIN RIGHT ROUND LIKE A RECORD BABY WHEN YOU ARE DRINKING.
IT MAY SOUND FUN AT FIRST,
AND THEN IT MAY FEEL FUN AT SECOND,
BUT LET ME TELL YOU,
AT THIRD YOU ARE PUKING IN A SHRUBBERY.

I keep going off onto random tangents.....
but now I don't know what else to write.

How about....

FEIN.