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Song: How to Save a Life, The Fray, "Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend. Somewhere along in the bitterness, and I would have stayed up with you all night if I'd known how to save a life"

Mood: agitated

It all ends up the same, day in, day out nothing seems to change.
I wake up everyday not wanting to suffer through and endure, end every night fighting sleep, just waiting for that next day to come so I can do it all over again.such little variance. She seemed to be the only thing to look forward to on here, but now shes hardly on, and I can hardly blame her. So what now? What to do what to do. Im constantly bored and refuse to do my work, games frustrate me to a point of wrath, something I'm not sure is entirely healthy. It seems that once I get angry I no longer perform as well as the calm mind would allow. I feel as though my life has no meaning, nothing greater to affect more than those around me.

Im just feeling a might depressed I suppose... if only she'd come back on