distant..it's all i have to say..is distant.he's never on,we don't spend as much time together..and we are starting to fight again.i don't like it.if i tell him how i feel he says it's being self centered and wanting things to be all about me..all i want is love..that's all..not him yelling at me..telling me how much i don't care about others..not screaming back and forth about things we're not sure we're talking about...yes..we all have our problems..and yes we all have our days,we all have deaths...but after those days and during those times people need to to be together..and that's all i want..is to be with him...but all we are is distant..it's like we're broken..i wanna fix it but i can't find anything to do so..i haven't heard the words ''i love you'' in 4 or 5 days now...and he's never on..he only comes on at 12 or 1....i miss him..and im tired of the distant..if i tell him this..it's called being ''all about me'' and ''selfish'' well if that's the case then the word love dosent exist with us...i tell my friends to tell him i love him,i put it on every status..i don't get anything back..maybe he's busy,maybe he didn't get on,maybe he's tired.but it's just 3 words and my name...im tired of fighting,im tired of distant,im tired of stress,and all of this rage...i just want him...him and our love..that's all..he's never here..so...it's all i want..tell me ed...tell me you love me..tell me you want me..just tell me something to remind me of how it use to be..so i'll say this again..for old times sake ..i love you ed *smiles and wipes my tears away* heart
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hi i`m jerry i have a friend named zielwelt and sweet2angel and 11mandy and vampire somthing i forgot but yea they r so cool they treat mre like friends would so those r my freinds i go to places to seemy freinds and for some reason lots of gays like me on tthis game so i don`t know well it all started with sweet2angel she was already my friend in realife but we play alot of games together any who next was zielwelt i met in this place at the jigsaw and we started talking and he just joined and last was vampire i met him in jigsaw too he ws cool so he just joined but i`m doind fine anyway all my friends think i`m wiere and nasty but in the inside i`m nice and good and sweet and goodlikng (not gay) so that`s that yes the that that`s the that because that that`s that is my that and that my that is me
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