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Guys aren't worth crying over... and the one's that are won't make you cry.

This is the story about Chase, the guy who I thought was a great boyfriend, my bestfriend and my future hubby.
It was the morning that I was heading to Washington D.C with my class and I was stoked about leaving and being away from my family. I decided since I woke up at 4:20 and didn't have to leave until 5:30 that I'd see if my boyfriend was awake. He was, and he seemed happy to hear from me. this is what it looked like, almost right down to it. * I saved the conversation on my laptop. Showed my mom so she'd understand how bad I really felt.

Me: Hey Chase r u up? smile

him: yea babe. I've been waiting 4 u since 3

me: u got up @ 3?

him: naw, i've been up all nite. wanted 2 b up 4 u.

me: awww! biggrin that's y i luv u!

me: dny u have skool 2day?

me: r u going?

him: naw... i need a break, my dad wants 2 tlk 2 me bout sumthing anywayz.

him: when do u leave?

me: I have 2 be @ skool by 6:00 and I leave 4 P.A @ 6:30ish

him: Babe, i wuz thinkin bout u all day yesterday and all nite.

me: awww!!! biggrin

me: good things... right?

him: I was thinknig of wat a sweet and awsome person u r and how i dnt deserve u.

him: but I think we should do sumthing else...

me: r u tlkin bout sex? u kno my policy on sex...

him: no... your a wonderful and amazing person. i think we should c other ppl

me: .....

me: could u even try 2 b more original?

me: it's ok cuz i;m cool and ima have fun at washington witout ya and guess wat?!?!

him: could we still do it when we're 17?

me: NO!!!!!! plus i'm tryin not 2 lose it till im 18 or married... i wanna b in luv and im not in luv wit u!



as you can see it wasn't the best conversation... however, I did have fun. I made a new guy friend * not a boyfriend but I kinda like him* me and nick tlked alot and sat next 2 eachother * nick e.*
And me and Mezin tickled eachother * I dnt like him... he's EMMA'S!!!* and I shared a room wit some really cool ppl and we had sooooo much funa dn I loved every second of it * except when will was actin like he wuz gonna tell connor that i like him { which i dnt anymore} so I'd liek 2 say everything worked out in the end.
I did cry over Chase 4 about 20 mins... but I got over it... that's the best thing to do!