Life: each breath i take adds another chain each heart beat puts another knife through me and with every second i cry another bullet flies in at me
YOU <3
you're not mine why is it you're always on my mind? i cant even think i see you everytime i blink whats wrong with me? i wanna know whats wgoing on with me and why it seems you're my everything why do i love you so? i know you have her so why cant i just let go? maybe its the way you act near me maybe its the way it feels so perfect with your arm around me maybe its how happy you make me or maybe i just dont wanna be so lonely better yet maybe i just want you because .. i know a part of you wants me too i have never felt the way i feel for you you do something tome i cant explain but i always have wanted the things i know i can never have and by the looks of it i can never have you more than anything in this world i wish you were my boy & i was your girl but sadly you already have her & she's not me a part of me wants to hang a part of me wants to slit my wrist a part of me wants to just lay here in my black abyss why do i feel like dying? i just wanna stop this crying save me, you always could only YOU <3