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It bites me, every time i think about her its like im spinning in a circle.
she says she loves me.
before it was the lovey lovey tpye.
know, its the "oh just as a close friend"
She went with me twice in a two year time per.
She dumped me for countless resons.
but majorly just so her best friend (while idk if they are know)
can go out with me.
It happend. But i never did know what the real reson was why she dumped me.
I gusse i blew her off my just shut her off.
Few months passed with vary few word from her.
Seems like I lost her untill i made resonable conntact again..
truns out his "madly in love" with the guy i knew on gaia.
Teh, Ya Ein knew i still loved her.
and hes smart enough to take her.
So, here i am stuck and killed permently inside.
also trying to hide the pyne from her.
Like this one time we were acting up with each other.
and i went to far.
i appoligzed and pertented i was fine with it.
good thing i was talkin to her on the PC.
because i wouldnt be albe to look at her in the eyes...