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I haven't spoken to him in a while. If this keeps up, I might be able to forget him.

I guess it's pathetic. I want to forget so that I don't end up in a one-sided relationship. Doesn't that mean that I've doubted myself from the beginning... Well, he made it perfectly clear already that he doesn't like me. AGH! So pathetic. I hate this crush and feelings crap. It's no fun. And it's not like I know how to start a conversation to save my life. If I keep thinking about this I'm going to end up drowning in my thoughts.