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Wow well today was very boring. I have to admit i wasn't as depressed today. In a way I was glad I wasn't. I still miss you more than you could ever know but I didn't want it to affect everyone else around me. I couldn't help it about lunch time though. At lunch I was starting to die. By band I didn't even want to play. I did though because Josh made me. Poor Eric was down too. After we practiced I layed in the chairs and texted a few people. I was so blahh. I didn't know what to do. My mom texted me and was like hurry out and I told her not to worry because I had no reason to hang around. When I got home she took my freaking phone because I was texting Liam in her presence. It made me really mad. Then my neighbor came over and needed me to translate something for her. They don't speak english. Then I asked their son if I could borrow a PS2 and he let me. The only thing I have to do now is sit in my cave and play games now. I miss you alot and I love you. I always will. Have fun babe and again I love you sooooooooo much!!! heart heart heart