Dear (if it's not you, you don't need to know, ne?)
I haven't gotten the chance to talk to you lately, but in truth, I'd probably end up lying or not telling the whole truth. Really, I'll probably never tell you. So in this letter that will never be sent, I'll come clean about everything. I'm happy the you're happy, but ever since it ended with us, there's been rain. Everything I see in veiled by a gloomy fog, and every time I see something that reminds me of you, I'm reduced to tears and endless sobs. I can't help but wonder what she's like, what you're doing, what it would be like if we were still together. Yeah, I'm crushing on other people, but it'll never happen. They would never like me in a million years, and I can't blame them. I can't blame anyone but myself for my own unhappiness. It's no one's fault but mine that I left the one person who loved me and made me happy. You are by far the best thing that has ever happened to me. When I was with you, life was okay, and I threw that feeling away. All I can do is hope that all of this happened for the better. I'm pathetic, really. I would literally do anything to have you back and to have us be okay again. I thought I lost you when we moved, but then, somehow, you wanted me back as much as I needed you. Of course, then I had to go and wreck things again. I know that you will never choose me again. I am such an IDIOT for just tossing away what held me to the world. It's shallow, but I'd change for you. But you still wouldn't choose me over her, even if you do love me still. A week or two ago, I was shopping when I saw someone who looked exactly how you used to, and all I could do was cry. What would I give to have things back to they used to be? The world, the life I know and love, anything. If I could somhow relive last year, I'd want nothing more. That year, I fell in love with someone who actually loved me back. Now, you've moved on. I love you more than anything, and for that reason, I know I have to let go. Maybe we'll talk, maybe we won't. Just live life in complete happiness and never change for anyone. You're already perfect.
I haven't gotten the chance to talk to you lately, but in truth, I'd probably end up lying or not telling the whole truth. Really, I'll probably never tell you. So in this letter that will never be sent, I'll come clean about everything. I'm happy the you're happy, but ever since it ended with us, there's been rain. Everything I see in veiled by a gloomy fog, and every time I see something that reminds me of you, I'm reduced to tears and endless sobs. I can't help but wonder what she's like, what you're doing, what it would be like if we were still together. Yeah, I'm crushing on other people, but it'll never happen. They would never like me in a million years, and I can't blame them. I can't blame anyone but myself for my own unhappiness. It's no one's fault but mine that I left the one person who loved me and made me happy. You are by far the best thing that has ever happened to me. When I was with you, life was okay, and I threw that feeling away. All I can do is hope that all of this happened for the better. I'm pathetic, really. I would literally do anything to have you back and to have us be okay again. I thought I lost you when we moved, but then, somehow, you wanted me back as much as I needed you. Of course, then I had to go and wreck things again. I know that you will never choose me again. I am such an IDIOT for just tossing away what held me to the world. It's shallow, but I'd change for you. But you still wouldn't choose me over her, even if you do love me still. A week or two ago, I was shopping when I saw someone who looked exactly how you used to, and all I could do was cry. What would I give to have things back to they used to be? The world, the life I know and love, anything. If I could somhow relive last year, I'd want nothing more. That year, I fell in love with someone who actually loved me back. Now, you've moved on. I love you more than anything, and for that reason, I know I have to let go. Maybe we'll talk, maybe we won't. Just live life in complete happiness and never change for anyone. You're already perfect.
Aidosu. Goodbye.
