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Look it's not like the person who is having issues with me is gonna read this but I'll type it out just to say I did.I feel like s**t.You're "sister" in an attemt not to hurt you hurt you anyways,I'm sorry for that and if you don't forgive me it's fine.In one of your hardest times I left you,I have no excuse for that but we all make mistakes,I know we do.But,let me explain why I didn't call or message.I've delt with things like this before,I didn't know the situation you were in and I thought in an attemt to help you and talk to you about it might open new wounds and hurt you by talking to you about it,I didn't want to say anything wrong to hurt you.And it's my fault for judging it would be that way.So I'm sorry but look you say christianity is about forgiveness and I am sorry really I am asking for your forgiveness and with nothing else hoping I get it.and in everything you won't pay attention to me for a second about it and it makes me feel worse like all this is my fault and after everything I've been tought that anger and grudges don't solve anything,but talking to people does.I've tryed everything I can by myself,I gave you my braclet,my pen,my greatest apologies,a shoulder,a hug,my greatest grieves for you,and(crying while typing this)I relized that's all I could do.and everything else is all up to you.You won't spare a seconds glance or ears listen to me,but I hope you do this journal.I have gotten dirty looks and all in this mistake,I was trying to be a friend,and I still am.I don't want to loose a friend.and coming from an anti-christian,this means alot,I'M SORRY BROTHER BLESS YOUR SOUL AND MAY GOD LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
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