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The day we met, I had butterflies of hope
Never knowing I was just another, caught by your rope
It was your smile and the words you used
That all made me fall, foolishly in love with you
I was just too blind, to see through your lie
To dumb to realize, you would only make me cry
The night that you asked me, to go out with you
I was just a girl, who believed dreams came true
Never knowing a nightmare, was all that lay ahead
My innocence taken and my soul ripped to shreds
When you kissed me first, I admit, it was good
But you wanted more, I just then understood
Though I told you no, it was plain you didn't care
Its not like they would hear me, scream way out there
That's when the world became, the dark unknown
Everything about you changed, from your touch to your tone
I tried to plead with you, desperately fought back
You over powered me easily, hit me and just laughed
I could only lay there, overcome by the shame
While you got what you wanted, your new found fame
I was just another score, to add to your belt
You couldn't give a s**t, for all the pain that I felt
But somewhere deep inside, of my terror and grief
Something awoke in darkness, and was unleashed
My soul being torn, shattered, and ripped in two
A monster was created, and all because of you
A dark wicked side, from my soul did ascend
Controlled only by hate, anger, and revenge
An evil creature unseen by you or me
Lay between us now, smiling wickedly
She slipped her green arms, up around your neck
And with her black lips, gave your mouth a peck
Then dipped her razor claws, into your chest
To enter your doomed soul, and destroy the rest
Her name was Venom, and for death she came
Your own demise created, and only you to blame
She spread out her poison, a death most perfect
You just got violated, and you didn't even know it
The other half of me, also soon appeared
A being made of grief, confusion, and fear
She lays over me, letting my mind slip
I lost touch with reality, but she maintains her grip
She calls herself Blue, for all the pain she will take
She consoles me with whispers, of your doomed fate
And now your finished, and about to walk away
Your mouth is moving, but I can't hear what you say
But they could, and Venom, quickly reappears
Whispering dark curses, meant just for your ears
You suddenly look panicked, like you hear something
And you take off unaware, she made you hear nothing
It seems my body, learned to move on its own
That's Blue getting me dressed, and then walking me home
Its Blue that holds me together, all through the night
Silently promising, that everything will be alright
Blue knows her sister, and Venom has a plan
She'll find the perfect way, to kill that evil man
Blue gently sings whispers, into my ear
A lullaby of pain, to help quiet my fear
Numbed and dead, I finally just give in
And Venom comes quickly, to claim me once again