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i'm ripping at my mind, pulling, weaving and spinning my fingers through the spirals, the grooves on my brain, teasing and twisting my sick limbs to ease the pain that is being caused. My mind is throbbing, my arms shaking....i think this may be the last bit of energy i have...i feel like my sight is going tunnel vision, what is this new high that i'm on? what is this new extacy shrouding me in such bliss and torment all at the same time? Like pure razor sharp torment shooting through my veins, pumping and pulling at the thought of my adrenaline running full blow, i'm walking down a narrow path and this path is leading to a dark dark place....where will i go from here?...how will i know that this is the place for me....i guess i'll never know...the silence is to much for me at the moment...i'm all alone...here..sitting with myself with nothing to do but to this....i'm sitting in silence..and it's slowling eating me...devouring me bit by bit until i'm nothing but a simple stump. I'm running out of fuel.....time to hit the bed.

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