Well my dad told me he loves me the other day
OMFG
and I didn't even tell him first
buhahahahahaha
sorry issues ;D
I'm now daddy little girl...The number one thing i always wanted to become
Yeah sure he not the type of dad who would pick on my bf and joke about taking them out...but I sill love him.....=D
Anyways
there
this
BIG
Empty space inside me that I can not explain...It killing me................................
I feel like I just want to take my pocket knife that I have my room and just end it all......I mean yeah..things are really starting to clear up for me
but then again
it not....................
I don't know why this is happening to me.....A lot has change....Ive become.....different...I never Smile anymore.....ok maybe i do but they are never real....I want to smile for real again....I want to find that something or someone that can make me smile again...........God.Help me.................................................
I keep listening to Very Sad songs
like
when your gone by avil linagne
or however u spell it
right now i don't give a s**t
or even the song
I can be your hero......=(
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