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Love sucks. It's there for you, waits for you, tends for you, cares for you. But it's only a bluff for what is hidden underneath. Underneath is a demon, the sneakiest thing hands down. It crushes you from the inside, delights at the fearful and destroyed looks that grace your face. Twice have I fallen for this thing; twice have I died on the inside. I don't know what I want, I don't know how I feel, I don't know where I am... everything in the world doesn't matter to me. I feel like I've been put in the same place as Tantalus was... seeing fruit but never being able to grab it... thirsting for water but never being able to drink... I am frustrated by myself. I feel like it's my fault. Is it? I will never know.
But here it is, to sum this all up.
R.I.P. My heart.
