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I hate the way you control me
When you know I can't be tame
I hate the way you love me
And assume I'll feel the same

I hate your picture perfect face
That masks your inner death
I hate the way I shiver
With one stroke of your breath

I hate you're outer walls
That are built on watery lies
I hate it that when I sleep
You hide behind my eyes

I hate the way when you touch me
My hairs stand on end
I hate it that you truly believe
You can't just be my friend

I hate when I close my head
You're the nothingness I see
I hate the way your locked inside
My every fantasy

I hate the way I reject you
Say you're defining all my fears
I hate it when you say you love me
And choke me into tears

I hate the way your words
Warm this frozen heart
I hate the way I miss you
When I chose for us to part

I hate the way I love you
I hate the way we can't be
I hate the way I hate you
And I wish I could make you see

I hate all the hating
All the pain that doesn't heal
I never knew that this was how
Love was going to feel