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I love him so much. But yet I still love him. I want one of them to give me what I want most. Which are

Love...
Protection...
To tell me that sertain things arent everything...
That you wont leave me...
You'll do anything for me...
You'll go to church with me to thank God every Sunday for giving you to me and for giving you me...
Love me even though I'm sick...
Love me even though I love other guys...
Love me even though I'm poor...
Love me even though I'm not the best girl ever...
Love me because I'm who I am...
Love me because I care...
Know that no matter what I'd do everything you'd do for me...
Dont always think sex is the only way to show me you love me...
Remind me that...
Remind me that my Mom's watching over me...
That when you and I die we'll still be together...
Dont leave my side...
Smile and hold me...
Tell me you love me...
Tell me these things...
Make me believe you'll stay...
Make me see you'll love me and mean what you say...
Look into my eyes...
Tell me these things you will do...
I love you...
And I want you to know that...
And I want to do all these things together...
Expecally go see God...
And thank him for giving you to me and bringing you into my life...
Understand that...
Please...
Even though it'll be hard for you to go there...
But at lease go with me holding my hand like you dont want to ever let go and close your eyes in God's house and say "Thank You Father, for giving me this wonderful person beside me, for letting him/her come into my life, saving me when I needed to be, helping me when I needed help, for smiling at me showing me how much he/she loves me, for always being there for me, for always protecting me along by your side, for always being here, Thank you Father, for giving this person to me."

Cant you see what I want?...
Cant you understand why I want it?...
I dont know what to do if you dont...
But please, at least try...
For me...