My world has stopped moving.
My life is flashing before my eyes.
Failed suicide attempts mocking me openly as I lay down in the bed that we used to lay entangled together on.
I remember that night he snuck in and all we did was hold each other while I cried.
He was my everything.
He still is my everything.
For some reason I can't let go.
I need him more than anything else.
I don't see how I'll get past this.
I'll never throw I love yous around anymore.
I'm not sure if I'll be able to say this to any other lovers to come.
I know he wasn't the greatest person the earth,
but he was the perfect man for me.
I could've sworn I'd finnaly found 'the one,'
I guess that fortune teller was right.
'You shall find something and lose it when you need it most. You'll fight for it yet never get it back. Death will snatch you away when the opportunity becomes available.'
I'm to die alone.
I wish he was here to prove that wrong.
My life is flashing before my eyes.
Failed suicide attempts mocking me openly as I lay down in the bed that we used to lay entangled together on.
I remember that night he snuck in and all we did was hold each other while I cried.
He was my everything.
He still is my everything.
For some reason I can't let go.
I need him more than anything else.
I don't see how I'll get past this.
I'll never throw I love yous around anymore.
I'm not sure if I'll be able to say this to any other lovers to come.
I know he wasn't the greatest person the earth,
but he was the perfect man for me.
I could've sworn I'd finnaly found 'the one,'
I guess that fortune teller was right.
'You shall find something and lose it when you need it most. You'll fight for it yet never get it back. Death will snatch you away when the opportunity becomes available.'
I'm to die alone.
I wish he was here to prove that wrong.
