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Today i logged onto my e-mail account
scrolled down some names of some
people i used to call my friends. Then i logged onto
my old gaia account none of them remembered me
except for that one person ((and i thank you cause your a true friend Nire)).

(( stare i know damn well all the other's should have remembered we talked through IM everyday since 06 up til now, oh yeah keep this in mind i only had this account since december so that basically isn't a long time since we've known each other since 06. stare ))

So now i asking myself, "am i nothing but a fading memory, dead
to those who knew me as a friend who most likely thought i never existed
and alive yet alone to those people who see me day to day". Every time when
people say they don't remember me and we've known one another for almost
a lifetime it makes me feel...hollow....nothing but a fading memory who's future
is to fade into the void of nothingness.

((if there's any grammar nazi's out there don't be afraid to help me correct my sentences.))