I just wish everything would go back to the way things were before all of this happened. I loved him like I've never loved anything. We were the perfect couple...Now I'm not so sure. He's changed so much since the last time we were together...I still love him all the same...He used to be the person I trusted with everything, now I'm not even sure I can trust him at all. I want him to be the person he used to be....the guy I fell in love with...the guy I called my true love..my one and only..I want him back...Not the guy that's here now...I feel like I've lost a piece of myself...I love him so much...I don't think he even knows how I feel about the changes he went through in during our "separation" I don't think he even cares. He was the one that I would go to when I was depressed and needed a friend. He was the one that I'd tell all my secrets and trust not to tell anyone else. I don't feel that way about him now. We barely ever talk, I don't go to him when I'm depressed, I don't tell him all my secrets.....We just tell eachother we love one another, and talk about how our lives are going...It's not the same anymore...I really miss the only him....I want him back so badly...I'd kill to get him back.......Babe...I love you...I miss you...I need you here with me...and not the you that's all sophistacated and smart and s**t...the you that I fell in love with...the you that was always there, and never afraid to tell me anything....the you that never let me feel alone...who was always there when I was depressed and never let me go....I miss you so much more than you'll ever know....I ******** LOVE YOU.........When I think back to all the times we shared and all the laughs we had...I cry...and cry...and cry...Listening to all the songs we used to sing....I cry and cry....tears streaming down my face...blood flowing from my veins and all I can say is "I love you"......it feels like you're hardly around now...You leaving me hanging...Never say goodbye...We always end in a fight...To this day I still wonder what it would be like if the old you came back...I wonder if I would be happy or sad...I've gotten so used to the changes I don't know if I'll ever go back....
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Lyrics to songs that remind me of him
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Cat And Mouse- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
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Softly we tremble tonight
Picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight
I said I'd never leave
You'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted it comes with a price...
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted it comes with a price..
You said...You said that you would die for me...
We made plans to grow old
Believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told
Lost in a simple game
Cat and Mouse are we the same
People as before this came to light
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted it comes with a price..
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted it comes with a price...
You said...You said that you would die for me
You must live for me too....for me too...
Yeah...Yeah...Yeah You said that you would die for me
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted it comes with a price
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted it comes with a price
You said...You said that you would die for me....
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Your Guardian Angel- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
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When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay...it's okay..it's okay
Seasons are changing and waves are chrashing
And starts are falling all for us
Days grow longer and
Nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cause you're my...you're my..my
My true love my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cause I'm hear for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay
Stay...Woah...Stay...Woah
Ise me as you will pull my strings just for a thrill and I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray.....
(repeat chorus//fade out)
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