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I hate my life. Hate it so much.
I bet no one knows what it's like
to have your first kiss, fall in love, and be -puts fingers really close together- this close to having sex.
Then, realizing that you feel that there is someone else out there
and having to break up, because you know they aren't the one.
and then you try to make them understand
but all they do is sit there and say, "ya."
but every time they say it, it breaks your heart
because you love them so much and that it's killing you inside
that you have to hurt them gonk
and then the next day
you fake sick because you knew
that there'd be something you see that reminds you of them
and you'd probably cry crying
So, you try and text them, telling them that you're sorry
and that you love them
and this was the hardest thing you've ever done
and they reply back that they trusted you with they're heart and you broke it, and this was worst thing someone ever did to them.
ya, that's me.
and i hate my life cry