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I'm kind fo pissed off right now. My girlfriend left a message on livejournal for em to read about how we needed to talk...Than when i call her, which was 11 25 at night, she laughs(with that underbelly of anger) and tells me to forget about all of it. ALL OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been broken up with and i regret that I am not that emotional. Its a piss off that the only feelings I get are pissed off and silly and afew other derivatives of those two. Saddness would be nice but I am EMOTIONALLY CONSTIPATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and this is the only place i have posted this because I don't want my friends bugging me about the break up thing. Everyoen will continually ask me "are you ok?" no matter how I look. It always happened on days when I was tired. Everyoen askes me "are you ok?". I hate that and thats when I get pissed off. So I have somethign wrong with me then because I'm PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! ********!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe I can hide in my hobbies. Drawing, playing D&D, Video games and playing on computer. I NEED A ******** JOB!!!!!!!!!!!! Sittign on my a** is a pain in the face.

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