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[******** it all
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I let her in
I gave her my heart and every part of soul.
But what did that b***h do?
She destroyed both of them.
There the most perious things to me,
But she doesn't give a damn.
If she did, the day of our anniversary wouldn't be THEIR anniversary.
But she doesn't give a damn.
She NEVER gave a damn.
I never deserved this, you know.
None of this, the heartbreak or any of this pain.
But she doesn't give a damn.
She never gave a damn.
If she did, she has a weird a** way of showing it.
Why the hell did I have to meet her in the first place?!
I'd be a hell of a lot better off.
I wouldn't hurt myself through razors and anorexia.
But hey, she doesn't give a damn.
So why the ******** do I?
My god......why the ******** do I even care.
You know what? ******** it...
******** her, ******** him, ******** this world, ******** religion, ******** the future, ******** this pain.
******** it all.......