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i can't believe that yesterday my own mother called me heartless just because i almost "killed" the dog. he may have gotten injured i admit if my mom hadn't shrieked but he wouldn't have died. i was going into the garage and was about to close the door when my mother shrieked. the dog was in the doorway. in the car, my mom reprimanded me for almost "killing" the dog. then she complained that i was acting too heartless for someone who almost "killed' the dog. What does she want me to do?! act remorseful? that won't stop her reprimanding me. act angry? that will just make the situation worse. i really can't believe she compared me to a true heartless killer. ugh...plus, even if i did "kill" the dog, i wouldn't be able the live with myself. i just don't have the nerve to kill animals or human beings for that matter.i believe killing doesn't solve anything so i find it pointless. i was showing her an emotionless face so that i could keep my emotions in check. i thought about yelling back at her but i didn't knowing it would just make matters worse....man, my mother can sometimes be so uptight and sometimes such a nag.