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I want to see somthing other then the black and white, just somthing more to for me to see.. someone more to be. I just want to smile, if onley for a little while. These lies to my brain feel like a gun, and somedays I wish they would burn up in flames just like the sun. It seems those beams of light cast shadows, just the same as the darkness before. Some people say its onley life that hurts, but what makes death any better? I dont think pain ever fades away, onley becomes numb.