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i used to be scared of letting someone in, but I soon realized that not even there insults were worse than the pain of loneliness.
I found that not everyone was as rude as the world let on.
but the rude people were the ones whos words hurt the most it seemed, and the words of the ones I cared about never seemed to stick. No matter how hard I tried I could never get past what people said, whether I thought so or not.
It seems like even now I can't realize that the words come from those who don't know who I am... sad