Blackened snowy banks...
Annabella was always the little artist in the family even though she was only 7 years old. She gives the nightmares to me in vivid flashes that wake me up screaming, in my unbearably white room, in the insanitorium.People say that i made it all up, in my guilty mind.I would love to agree with them. Unfortunately though I know that the nightmares are signs telling me to get out while I can. If I don't i'll be killed by something very near and lurking for me.
I'm never sure if these voices are in my head or if i'm haunted by my littlest annabella.
Suppose i do get out, what then? I wish I knew what was beyond these walls because then I would be able to get out alright.... or at least I would get locked up further trying.
She tells me run when i'm close to specific male doctors. Always repeating the words ' dangerous,run sister!!! ' so i do, down the halls away from him...very quick and then I slow when she tells me to. Whenever a female nurse chases after me telling me to please slow my pace...I speed up and away fleding like a child.
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