I can’t take it anymore
Why can’t we be…
The way we were before?
And maybe you haven’t noticed
Maybe now I’m just your “whore”
But you try ignoring being ignored
By the one boy you adore
I’m going to have to say it
That this feeling stripped me bare
You’re standing there in front of me
But I guess you aren’t really there
Do you know you could save me?
If you only showed you cared
Can you expect me to move on
When the others just don’t compare
I’m going to have to say it
It’s like you’ve gone without a trace
I don’t see adoration in your eyes
When you see my simple face
You kiss me and then look away
As if we are some sort of disgrace
I want to say “I love you”
And it not seem out of place
I’m going to have to say it
I miss the old you
Holding hands, in the sand
With nothing else to do
And you know I don’t believe
When you say “I love you too”
And I should have not believed
When you said we’d see this through
I thought we were to young to fall in love
That it would waste our youth
I wish I could just say it...
You deserve the truth
I made three mistakes
Which explains what you see:
The first I didn’t love you as I should
-That’s eternally
Second I turned to someone
Who didn’t love me like you do
And I thought you wouldn’t notice
But you know me and you knew
Thirdly I tried to hide it
When I should have tried to make you see
I loved you all along
I gave you reasons not to trust me
If I could go back
To make me the way we were
I’d realize I had everything
With you and not with her
