mindydeaths: I laugh at dead people
mindydeaths: biggrin
Desire Of Demise: so do i
mindydeaths: lol
Desire Of Demise: not my friends dead people though
Desire Of Demise: > neutral
Desire Of Demise: but yeah
Desire Of Demise: i'm a really morbid guy
mindydeaths: I think Im more morbid than most people realize
mindydeaths: I mean if I could
Desire Of Demise: same here
mindydeaths: how much you want to bet that Im going to be really into death and blood when I get ouot of this house
Desire Of Demise: i'm into death and blood when i'm in my house too
mindydeaths: lol
mindydeaths: we're just weird people
mindydeaths: thats how I see it
Desire Of Demise: i don't think it's weird
Desire Of Demise: i think everyone else is weird
mindydeaths: we're like smarter than most of the kids in our class and we dont do anything
Desire Of Demise: cause i'm sure they're into this s**t too
mindydeaths: yeah
Desire Of Demise: they just don't like admitting it
mindydeaths: I think they're not normal actually
mindydeaths: why would you want to be like them is my question
mindydeaths: stupid and ignorant
mindydeaths: hmm
mindydeaths: maybe thats my problem with my relationship with jesse
mindydeaths: he wanted to be a stupid c**t and I wanted to just be myself
Desire Of Demise: yeah
mindydeaths: I guess thats my problem
mindydeaths: sigh..
Desire Of Demise: how's it your problem if you didn't do anything
mindydeaths: I cant except it
mindydeaths: I cant except what hes done
mindydeaths: thats my problem
Desire Of Demise: yeah well
Desire Of Demise: you have to keep trying to accept it
Desire Of Demise: because it's what happend
Desire Of Demise: and it's bad to dwell over things like this for so long
mindydeaths: thats so easy to say.....
Desire Of Demise: omg
Desire Of Demise: i went through the same s**t remember?
mindydeaths: no I dont
mindydeaths: not really
Desire Of Demise: so i'm not just saying it
Desire Of Demise: (sara)
mindydeaths: oh
mindydeaths: that
mindydeaths: person thing
Desire Of Demise: yeah that
mindydeaths: yeah I know
mindydeaths: but I just cant
mindydeaths: I knew him since I was four
mindydeaths: and for him to just change like that
mindydeaths: was like so sudden
mindydeaths: it left me in pieces
Desire Of Demise: oh
mindydeaths: so like it was harder
mindydeaths: I didnt even realize it was happening
mindydeaths: his one friend was like hes such a little b***h. Why the hell did you let him do that to you
mindydeaths: its just that..... I really do love him and for people to say that I never did or I shouldnt have is unfair. I still care about him. How can I not. I spent most of my time just thinking about him because I refused to like him. I liked him more than I realized and now that hes gone I dontknow how to handle my feelings
Desire Of Demise: oh
Desire Of Demise: well that's probably how he feels too
Desire Of Demise: so i think you two need to do something
Desire Of Demise: i dunno what
mindydeaths: that rat b*****d has no heart
mindydeaths: whatever is left has turned black
mindydeaths: black like his ugly face
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