The pain of knowing your useless.
The thirst for attention.
The hunger for someoneone you need.
But no.
the one time i need someone the most.
Theres no one here.
In this place we call heaven it seems like hell.
Now and forever i will stay here.
waiting for them.
to come save me from this pit.
the pit of death but i'm not dead i'm tortured.
The drakness is killing.
just waiting here wondering if they'll ever come for me.
Just sitting here waiting and nothing.
The end of time is here and still no one.
Am i alone here for the rest of eternity?
Am i dreaming?
Wait this is no dream it's fact.
Tru or False i'm still here waiting.
For them to notice if i'm gone.
it's true they dont care not anymore.?
Did they lie to me?
it doesnt matter anymore.
I just sit here alone waiting to rot.
Until someone finds me and says "dear god"
I'll just wait until the I die.
wanting to be known but no one knows.
Who i am or what i did.
or The last thing i said.
It's all in my head.
thoughts full of happiness or selfishness?
Theres blood on the walls from all my sins.
It's turning black.
From what i did.
Elusive Night Walker Community Member 
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