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Its not done being eddited but It helps to type what I have

I'm sitting, I'm sighing
I'm hurting, I'm crying
Yet it all seems to be
not real to me

The pain is strong, this isnt right
I shouldnt of let you go that night
Now I am alone, in an empty house
I am missing you, now I'm without

I never meant, those things I said
My heart was cold and full of lead
Each word rings a thousand times
In my head, inside I die

My fears creep and crawl and come
the sense of what is real is numb
I am lost in my own mind
happyness I cannot find

I think I see you on every street
I linger here in hopes we'll meet
Its been a week, since our fight
I know now you were right

I cant believe I let you go
I lost my love with nothing to show
Come back to me, I promise to
always be the best for you

I see you walking down the street
this one last time
my love for you turns to fire
you were such a filthy liar

I was so blind I couldnt see
That the problem wasnt me
It was you, there she is
hanging on your sleeve

just like I thought, as I feared
Why did I ever doubt myself
I tore myself to peices because
It just what I thought was
going on, I then I was wrong
In my own mind