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21st

To the girl I love,

It is now my 21st birthday, I am more than drunk at this point and it is a happy time to be so. I got a good Job, I Won $200 at the casino in Delaware this afternoon, and I have one sweet Honey. It would seem that I met her in the aftermath of a heart break, I did not know what to expect to find when I decided to give her a try. She was a quiet girl that seemed to Love books. over the past years that I knew her, she seemed really quiet and did not talk to me all to often, really at ever, but it seems that she liked me or at least thought highly of me at one time. I was too blinded by another to see the girl right in front of me this whole time. Who was this girl? I did not know her all to well and it seemed that she was going out with my brother and i use going out in the most "" term as possible. Thay did't do any thing together, ever, and I doubt it got to first base.

She seemed to be quite the gem. when I found out how she felt about me it hit from left field, as if a thousand tons of bricks hit me. I decided to give her a shot, if nothing came out of it then no biggy my heart was already in a million peaces from the last girl I went for.

Short black hair that's parted to one side, Beautiful eyes that shown like the moon, with the entire cosmos of beauty outlining them. Her smile is beautiful enough to make an Angle weep tears of joy and she is more beautiful than the Goddess, My love's puts her face to shame. Her body is a most Excellent journey of curves in all of the right places.

"I don't know about all of you other guys but i like a girl that i can grab on to with out breaking."

No other girl I would have by my side could replace her. With the feeing i get from her can only be described as extacy, Every time I leave her I wish I was with her again, and I long for the next time we meet again.

Call me Cliche, corny or whatever slanderous term you want, but the fact still stands that I love her.

Alas the feeling I have for her I do not know if she feels the same, It would seem that I am playing a very one sided chess match ware she has her entire line as well as face cards and alls I have is three pawns at the base line and my king in the middle of the board. But I know better then to let this get to me, And with loves first kiss I shall know.

Hay most guys don't even think about this stuff, but I do. The cliche true love type of deal even though it does not happen in this world a guy can dream cant he? And to hell with all of the doubters I love this girl with the Smile of the Heavens and the eyes of the stars and I will do everything I can to stay with her.

To my love I wish this time we have is everlasting even though you dont bereave in true love maybe just maybe it will happen this time.


I love you 78 )