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Music: Basshunter - "Boten Anna"
Mood: question

Hmm so nothing much going on. I lead such a boring life sweatdrop I'm really hungry >__> I was eating ham earlier that my dear gma brought over but when I started eating it I was hiccuping and once I stopped eating the ham they stopped. confused Weirddd.

So ever since I graduated high school my life has been so uneventful. I really miss my scko. crying I've tried to get multiple jobs but everywhere is either full, doesn't want me, or whatever reason. It is hard to get a job with piercings. emo I even dyed my hair a normal color so I have a better chance of getting a job. I have two jobs pending and I'm wishing on all the stars that I get them. I'm not going to have false hope tho... sad I'm not starting college yet because of money and my best friend isn't started yet because of money issues to so I figured I'd wait so we can go together. Every time I think about college my anxiety level rises so much. I don't want to do it alone!

So for now my life is revolving around therapy and doctor appointments. Hooray rolleyes I really don't get to see my friends anymore just because of boyfriends or them forgetting about me or whatever reason. It sucks and I don't even feel like bothering with any of them except one, which is my best friend Amanda.

Anyway this is an usually long journal entry for my gaia journal and it's kinda depressing so I'm stopping. cheese_whine

-mj heart