no one knows and no one understands that what i feel in my heart is nothing at all. i cant repair the damage that has been done simply because no one helps. they just watch as i become cold and heartless. As i try to hide the fear and all my agony sometimes it just shows a bit, but i'm quick to say nothing is wrong with me....example:
me: ._.
me: bites lip...
someone says: r u okay?
me: yea... i guess...
someone says: r u sure?
me: yea i'm okay
they walk away with the doubt in there mind feeling that something is wrong. i hide my pain and hide my face behind a fake smile a fake laughter. People say "oh i hide my problems okay i dont want to talk about it" but moments later they just talk about it... but me it could b days and even weeks that u dont even notice that there is something wrong with me simply because i hide it all.
dont u guys see everyone is talking about there problem but i seem to have a no drama life on gaia. have u not thought for just one second that i'm just self inflicting pain... have u not seen me smiling so hard that it just looks ockward..... you people cant be blind, i know ur not, the problem is that ur not seeing the smallest detailes, the smaller they are the more important it is
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