if you fall, i know i won't feel
and i'll become unreal
and so i know i can't live without
all those things you shout about
how can this be divine
i don't understand, what i have done
my thoughts are blank as i'm going numb
the pain i felt has gone
but, there you were,
standing before me, i feel like a deformity
and you stared at me, then raised your gun
the sound of thunder,
a sharp pain in my chest
the silver burning into my flesh,
and then i feel like i'm going numb
my blood is red, and i hear a scream
a muffled voice, is it calling for me
there is pain and blood everywhere
i feel myself changing, but then i stop
'no one wants me', ecos through my head
i'm wishing for the sweet release of death
my vision is blurring, the worlds' turning black
i see a white room, empty and bleak
no one understands when i try to speak
i am stuck inbetween the dead and the living
and i can remember my begining,
i slur my thoughts and my speach
a bitter taste within my mouth,
tastes like copper, but its too fluid
i pull away, but i'm pushed back
i'm being forced to drink this stuff
i think maybe i am dreaming,
but then why am i cold
its hard to breath, i feel weighed down
i try to scream, but i make no sound
my heart is pounding in my head
then i feel a sudden dread
i open my eyes, and what do i see
its me, lying there dying
there are people standing over me, crying;
and then i wake with a stir
my heart is racing, because of the sound that was heard
i open the door, and there you are
standing there facing me, smiling wickedly
just like my dream, i realize suddenly
a shot rings out, a pinch of pain
and then nothing
but a numbing brain
and i'll become unreal
and so i know i can't live without
all those things you shout about
how can this be divine
i don't understand, what i have done
my thoughts are blank as i'm going numb
the pain i felt has gone
but, there you were,
standing before me, i feel like a deformity
and you stared at me, then raised your gun
the sound of thunder,
a sharp pain in my chest
the silver burning into my flesh,
and then i feel like i'm going numb
my blood is red, and i hear a scream
a muffled voice, is it calling for me
there is pain and blood everywhere
i feel myself changing, but then i stop
'no one wants me', ecos through my head
i'm wishing for the sweet release of death
my vision is blurring, the worlds' turning black
i see a white room, empty and bleak
no one understands when i try to speak
i am stuck inbetween the dead and the living
and i can remember my begining,
i slur my thoughts and my speach
a bitter taste within my mouth,
tastes like copper, but its too fluid
i pull away, but i'm pushed back
i'm being forced to drink this stuff
i think maybe i am dreaming,
but then why am i cold
its hard to breath, i feel weighed down
i try to scream, but i make no sound
my heart is pounding in my head
then i feel a sudden dread
i open my eyes, and what do i see
its me, lying there dying
there are people standing over me, crying;
and then i wake with a stir
my heart is racing, because of the sound that was heard
i open the door, and there you are
standing there facing me, smiling wickedly
just like my dream, i realize suddenly
a shot rings out, a pinch of pain
and then nothing
but a numbing brain
