times have gone by
i have felt lost
i have felt scared and all alone
times have gone by and i am still with you
i couldn't express my hate
my loathing for you
i couldn't bear to break your heart
even though i should have
you never understood me at all
never once and never will
you never saw the hurt in my eyes
never saw the sadness that rang
when i was scared and in self-loathing
you only made it worse
making me into something i was not
i hated you
i wanted to hurt you
i wanted to make you notice
but i cant and never will
even though you are
egocentric
i still love you and will put up with you until i die
which might come sooner than everyone thinks
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i am happiness. i am sorrow. i am anger. i am envy. i am jelousy. i am everything yet nothing. i am a huge whole in my body thats sucks everything in yet nothing comes out.
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