sometimes when I am sad
I get a knife
and I cut my side
when the blood runs out
and my head feels light
I'm filled with delight
a feeling just like
when I would light a match
and just watch the flames
or when I used to be blamed
so then I started to smoke
but the most fun I've ever ha
is when I cut
when I can control the flow of blood
the blood, dripping down my arms
then falling just like the rain
and then those people used to say
oh she's not insane
and then I decide
I want to die
when I see you I run and I hide
not wanting you to hear
the caous that's inside
then you trap me
and you see those tears
you back away, then pull me near
you smell good, your warm and hard
your heart beats loud
but am I ready
to let you hear whats inside
then I decide to tell you
you listen quietly
you pull me ever closer
I look up
and you look down
you look down
you take a deep breath
and then a sweet kiss
now all I feel is acceptance
{/b]I get a knife
and I cut my side
when the blood runs out
and my head feels light
I'm filled with delight
a feeling just like
when I would light a match
and just watch the flames
or when I used to be blamed
so then I started to smoke
but the most fun I've ever ha
is when I cut
when I can control the flow of blood
the blood, dripping down my arms
then falling just like the rain
and then those people used to say
oh she's not insane
and then I decide
I want to die
when I see you I run and I hide
not wanting you to hear
the caous that's inside
then you trap me
and you see those tears
you back away, then pull me near
you smell good, your warm and hard
your heart beats loud
but am I ready
to let you hear whats inside
then I decide to tell you
you listen quietly
you pull me ever closer
I look up
and you look down
you look down
you take a deep breath
and then a sweet kiss
now all I feel is acceptance
