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Alone in a dark corner of my room
Writing of my doom
Hiding behind my mask of smiles
wishing I was dead for a while

Watching everyone around
feeling like I'm the clown
everyone's watching me
watching me as I bleed

I'm waiting for that day
when I could just fade away
crying almost every night
trying to end my life

Wishing I had died long ago
as the rain falls outside my window

A pain that eats me up inside
which I hide with the mask I keep at my side

I always hide my feelings inside
always wishing I had died
so I wouldn't have to hide
all that I keep inside