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Now a days, I'm worrying more! I mean it, hard to believe right? (I might have to change the title from embarrassing to worrying....) I'm worrying about school because if I fail, I don't get a good job and everything goes down from there... I'm worried about all my friends (I have a lot of them so I worry a lot) because most of them embarrass me and some of them have love problems (which I have to play Aphrodite/Cupid), and I'm worrying over my family especially! My mom is getting mad alot and I'm starting to worry over her blood pressure... daddy is being, well, usual... which is as bad as it is! My brother... he's just being more retarded then usual...but, he's actually beating me at games! Am I getting old or something?! I can't start sucking at games now! My cousin Kasandra is going... well, she's not going goth but, I'm suppose to be the only depressed one in this family! She even got a lip ring! Mom says and I quote, "You shouldn't follow what your cousin is doing, it's going to be bad for you!" She won't even let me go to Hot Topic! crying Life seems to be getting worse and worse for me, oh and here's the worst part, I'm starting to worry about my heart because it's starting to skip beats and I don't want to do another surgery again! I'm also worrying about a friend cause his girlfriend just broke up with him... that's pretty much what I'm worrying about... gonk Oh my god, that's a lot!