It was only a few days ago I was alone.
No one wanted me and I was fine with it.
Only a few days ago I had my few friends.
Had my small made up family.
Had the music I loved.
People I hated.
A reputation that hung around my neck like a noose.
All these things preventing me from going anywhere, but where they wanted me to go.
I've got my dreams back now.
I'm here with them.
They all love me still.
But do they really?
Is it all just an act?
What if they just missed my presence?
What if they don't really like me?
My so called 'adventures' will only keep them entertained for so long.
Something here is holding me back.
A small girl of only five.
She looks at me like I'm a ******** goddess.
She's constantly clinging to my leg and showering me with hugs and kisses.
Begging me to do one more trick.
A simple handstand and she bursts into giggles and begins clapping.
I don't know why, but little Sammy seems to make me want to stay.
I've never had anyone like me this way before..
Wonder if it'll last past six.
I could still run, I've only been here a few days.
I'm sure she'll forget with time.
For time heals all wounds.
Or so I've heard..
Now the question is; do I run or not?
No one wanted me and I was fine with it.
Only a few days ago I had my few friends.
Had my small made up family.
Had the music I loved.
People I hated.
A reputation that hung around my neck like a noose.
All these things preventing me from going anywhere, but where they wanted me to go.
I've got my dreams back now.
I'm here with them.
They all love me still.
But do they really?
Is it all just an act?
What if they just missed my presence?
What if they don't really like me?
My so called 'adventures' will only keep them entertained for so long.
Something here is holding me back.
A small girl of only five.
She looks at me like I'm a ******** goddess.
She's constantly clinging to my leg and showering me with hugs and kisses.
Begging me to do one more trick.
A simple handstand and she bursts into giggles and begins clapping.
I don't know why, but little Sammy seems to make me want to stay.
I've never had anyone like me this way before..
Wonder if it'll last past six.
I could still run, I've only been here a few days.
I'm sure she'll forget with time.
For time heals all wounds.
Or so I've heard..
Now the question is; do I run or not?
