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i used to have such a harsh curve
have i rounded out my edge?
is there something about me that i havent yet seen?
something so rare and unreal?
is there something about me that dosent seem right?
something about the way that i fight?
i live for the fight.
im not afraid to explain it.
not afraid to write about it
theres nothing to fear except that facts we are here.
theres always something out there
we're always being watched.
theres nothing to fear.
no matter what they may say
i havent been ready to write or anything.
yet thats all i seem to be able to do.
its a part of me
is it truely who i am?
i try to be me....but i dont want anyone to see.
theres the shadows i can hide in
the darkness that bind me.
it binds us all we just dont feel it aside from the facts we are here
theres so much more we cannot yet do.
so much we need to accomplish.
theres to much to and do too many ways we can do it
we can die
we can fly
things we never imagined or thought anything about.
theres so much love
yet hate counteracts it.
ive wanted so bad
to just go away
so many times
ive seen a clear road.
its so bad that this life...
i love it all so
yet i still want to run.
i know ill come back.
did i ever leave?
i think im still here
but i feel distant.
now im back again
and as per usual
everything's the same.
same as i left it.