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If Love was a Dream, I Overslept.
Once upon a time, we fell in love. Although we weren't supposed to be together, we still felt this connection.. this force.. that kept pulling us together. And to this day, for me, the force still has not broken.
We've been through so much, and its been so long. Although we're not together anymore, I still feel for you. And I have always felt for you. But only recently, I found out that you've fallen in love with someone else. I know its over, but I seriously can't get over you. And its killing me..
There are just so many explanations.. so many reasons why I feel so broken. But somehow, I can only think of one. Three words; I love you. It pains me to say this, but I still love you. I guess its that force again. You obviously don't feel the same.. because you "really really love her". And you've been looking for her for 9 years. That's so sweet and romantic, I don't think I could ever interfere. And I know she's leaving country tomorrow, and that you're really depressed about it. But don't be depressed.. All I'm asking for is for you to be happy. If you're not happy, I'll never smile, never laugh again. And the fact that you've practically forgotten about my existence has depressed me further. Its like you don't even care anymore..
I'm so angry at myself for breaking it up first. It's all my fault. I don't know why I did it, because I still love you. I don't think I'll ever be happy again. And I know for sure, that I'll never love anyone as much as I love you.
I know life is hard right now, but I just want you to know that I'll always be there for you, through thick and thin. I just want to hold you forever, and forget the world. And just remember; whether you love me or not, I know I always will. <3
And what hurts the most, is that even though I've poured my heart out in pixels, I don't think I can face you and tell you the truth.
If Love was a Dream, I Overslept.
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