I sit here watching.
All these happy faces.
Listen to all the laughter.
Watch as the drinks go down.
How dare they be happy?
I wish you were here.
To tell me everything will be okay.
I wish you were there when I hit my head.
You used to always cheer me on when I won my fights.
I always heard my favorite sayings from you.
"I don't care if you fight; as long as you don't lose."
Well, I won again and you're not here.
I just get screamed at.
Just get hell.
Where's my pat on the back?
Where are you?
I can't believe you left me.
On this world without you.
I watched you through that thick glass.
Tears come to my eyes as I think about it.
Christmas was always your favorite time of year.
This holiday brought no joy.
Just deppression and hatred.
I've hurt so many people.
Broken so many things..
I wish you were here.
I need someone's shoulder to cry on.
You always knew I was stronger than that.
The lessons you taught me are hovering in my mind.
Why'd you leave me?
I feel so all alone.
My nights are long and bitter.
I wish to never awake.
Sometimes I wish I had the power to pull that filthy trigger.
I wish so badly that there is something better waiting for me.
For I know I will die inside if I never see you again.
There has to be something.
I need to see your smile.
To hear your voice.
Even if you were to come and hit me like old times.
I wouldn't care.
They how I got so tough.
You taught me to fight.
You gave me my first beer.
All these good times just make me sad.
Beer makes me choke on my sobs.
Fights make me buckle over in hatred.
I can't deal with society.
I can't deal with who I am.
I just want to see you again...
All these happy faces.
Listen to all the laughter.
Watch as the drinks go down.
How dare they be happy?
I wish you were here.
To tell me everything will be okay.
I wish you were there when I hit my head.
You used to always cheer me on when I won my fights.
I always heard my favorite sayings from you.
"I don't care if you fight; as long as you don't lose."
Well, I won again and you're not here.
I just get screamed at.
Just get hell.
Where's my pat on the back?
Where are you?
I can't believe you left me.
On this world without you.
I watched you through that thick glass.
Tears come to my eyes as I think about it.
Christmas was always your favorite time of year.
This holiday brought no joy.
Just deppression and hatred.
I've hurt so many people.
Broken so many things..
I wish you were here.
I need someone's shoulder to cry on.
You always knew I was stronger than that.
The lessons you taught me are hovering in my mind.
Why'd you leave me?
I feel so all alone.
My nights are long and bitter.
I wish to never awake.
Sometimes I wish I had the power to pull that filthy trigger.
I wish so badly that there is something better waiting for me.
For I know I will die inside if I never see you again.
There has to be something.
I need to see your smile.
To hear your voice.
Even if you were to come and hit me like old times.
I wouldn't care.
They how I got so tough.
You taught me to fight.
You gave me my first beer.
All these good times just make me sad.
Beer makes me choke on my sobs.
Fights make me buckle over in hatred.
I can't deal with society.
I can't deal with who I am.
I just want to see you again...
